Summer Break

          Well It’s summer break. I’m happy that I don’t have to wake up hella early just to go to school. While Jay and I was talking honestly I didn’t really wanna talk about Alison because it brings up so may question that I’m scared to ask her. First off she’s someone I liked for a while and I know she like me but we never had the conversation of us so hearing Jay saying her name just brings it all back. Jay all like “It’s summer break its your chance to shoot your shot make her your girlfriend like just talk to her”. If Jay wasn’t my twin I would have respectfully just shut her up. Jay is known to be the outspoken twin she always says what’s on her mind not caring about the impact of it. Then there’s me the shy twin who don’t like hurting anyone’s feelings. My mom loves to say she’s happy with having two opposite daughters with different personalities. Anyways were still talking about Ali which I call her I was thinking of taking her to the abandoned train station to talk about us its crazy how that’s where we had first met each other remembering it like it was yesterday. I try to see if I can catch Ali in the halls before she heads to her shift at work so I can see what she’s doing after. “Hey Ali, I wanted to know what you don’t after work if your free to talk we can meet at our spot at the abandoned train station”. “Yeah sure Em we definitely can I’ll see you after school”.

        I have been so distracted at work daydreaming about Ali like what’s going to happen then I keep looking at the clock every 5 seconds wondering when work would be over knowing that every time I look its till at the same time. Finally work was over I met Ali’s outside so we can walk together. The walk there was a drain it was the quietest walk ever, but we got to the abandoned train station we walked up and down the train tracts just staring at each other it brought back so many memories of us sneaking out of the house to be here almost getting caught by security hiding behind the abandon trains laughing having a good time. So all of that made me come out and said so I wanted to talk so like can I ask you, what are we? As in, Are we a couple? Or are we just friends? Honestly Em I want us to be a couple only if that’s fine with you I’ve been thinking about it I was just scared to say anything or to ask you, but yes and I would love to.

Homeless

       “Omg Omg!!” woke up out of my sleep to my mom not being in her spot in the tarin where she sleeps its 12 in the morning where can see be. My mind went to different place to what happen if my mom got caught? Did my mom get lost? Did someone take or kill my mom? It’s a lot of worry about my mom when were homeless living on an empty train that don’t work a phone my mom can’t afford to get me with the money we barely have. Where can my mom be what happen if she never come back what’s gonna happen to me? I’m so scared I never been this alone and my mom never been this late coming back. I try not to think about what could have happened to my mom but I did thought about the memories I had before we became homeless remembering it like I was yesterday. It was dad, mom, sunny and I one big happy family until my mom got addicted to drugs and was selling herself and almost sold my little brother sunny for some drugs. Dad didn’t like it at all he took sunny and never looking back like why didn’t he take me? Ever since then we lost the house, I ended up at ACS for a while, ma got me back we didn’t have nowhere to go until one day stumble on an empty train that didn’t work and we decided to stay there. I would go to school and ma would do whatever she can to make money so we can eat but she always come back but this time was different she’s nowhere to be find and I’m too scared and afraid to go look for her, but I’m worried. I ended up falling asleep and forgetting about everything. Woke up the next morning to my mom sleeping right night to me in my head I’m thinking was this all a dream or was I imagining everything, but I couldn’t because there’s marks all over my mom body and he smell like pee. Being homeless and living on a train sucks.

The Date

         It was warm bright sunny day that I decided that Jay and I should go on a little lunch date. Living in the Bronx you end up going on the most ghetto ass date. When I tell you this guy gonna say we can have our lunch date on the top of the roof so we can see everything such as the train tracks, the cars and all the building I looked at him and like he was the cheapest person in the world. Hey, it’s my fault that I decided to mess with a Bronx nigga “ughh”. Not gonna lie this is the sweetest thing someone ever done, but this shit is still the most ghettoest shit. Jay had all of these surprises he set out a clothes for me, he made lunch, and he set a timing of meeting him on the rooftop of the building. It was so cute and romantic. I got to the rooftop to see how this guy set up the roof this is still ghetto but can’t help a guy from trying its cute how he set up everything the way he decorated the small table putting up lights above the table which wasn’t even needed at all but whatever he’s trying. The food itself was ghetto but funny. The view of the rooftop was sort of pretty the view of the Bronx and with the train tracks right in the middle but how beautiful outside looks can give him enough credit for doing.

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